walk with me as i walk with Him
i wish i could make a greater influence in other people’s lives. that might seem like a prideful ambition, but i truly desire to be someone that people look to for encouragement.
as of now i’m just the tall awkward kid that’s kinda bipolar/super flirty with girls. right? i think that’s a safe assumption.
that’s not who i want to be though. i’m not expecting God to change me into a perfect person (no matter how hard I pray), but i want to be better than the person i am.
better than someone who not only struggles with, but also sins with acts of lust, lethargy, and general lack of self control. better than someone that fills up a day with extracurricular activities then complains about bad grades. better than someone who has an often offensive sense of humor and a tendency for bluntness. better than who i am.
i am not saying that who i am now is horrible, for God made me this way. but i know that God also intended for this to just be the shell of who i can be. somewhere inside is the person that i imagine. a more Christ-like man that can really be a rock in both KCCC and GSF ministries. i really hope that the transformation isn’t too slow.
i don’t want to be impatient but at the same time i truly desire to know Him and myself better.